ENCOURAGING DEATH: A Poem

Standing and unmoved
I didn’t allow the stench of Death
To affect me

Standing and unmoved
I didn’t let the screams of Death
overtake me

Beside his bed
I held his hands
Hands that were unfamiliar
And prayed for Death
Who to me
Was a liar and a killer

Waiting and unmoved
I wondered if Goodness and Mercy
Had gone on and left me
Praying and unmoved
Death then whispered something to me

Death dying, Death shaking
Death speaking
Saying, “Help me!”

Holding his hand
(So unfamiliar)
I stood by Death
Who to me
Was a liar and a killer

With Death dying, Death crying
I spoke, saying
“I really should be going
I’m not supposed to be here
I turned my eyes for just one second
And now I’m lost
I really should be leaving.”

Then Death spoke
Coughing, wheezing
begging, “Please stay
And comfort me awhile
It helps me just to see your smile
Don’t worry
I can’t hurt you now my sweet
I know my fate
It’s death that waits for me.”

Now seated beside him
I didn’t allow the stench
Of Death to affect me
Sitting unmoved
I wondered if Goodness and Mercy
Would still be waiting

Squeezing his hand
(So familiar)
I encouraged Death
Who used to be a liar and a killer

“OK, I’ll stay
For a little while, anyway.”
And I stayed
Comforting Death
Unmoved by his affliction

Then for a second
I closed my eyes
And found me in a new position
On Death’s bed!
I was shaking, I was crying, dying
Moved from my foundation

I couldn’t speak
But Death spoke
Grinning, Saying
“Thank you.”
And that was all.
He then strode out the door
Hand in pocket
Down the hall.
And left me,
With hands unfamiliar
Screaming at Death
Who to me
Was a liar and a killer.


From the book Grow Freedom

MY ANXIOUS HEART: A Poem

MY ANXIOUS HEART

be anxious for nothing You said
yet, i lie here worrying about things
not worth my time or Yours

I waste away while
licking religious wounds
nails chewed down to flesh
leaving me left with the taste of
earth and curse, curses laid to rest beneath
mounds of my abandoned past
and still, i keep digging

when will i get tired of digging empty
graves for memory’s sake
stirring up what You’ve already buried
that day i said yes to the better things

why do i persist in devaluing the time You took to
craft my soul from unemployed dust particles to
flesh and bone

You, the Inventor of Flesh,
thought it not a waste to get down
on hands and knees
Holiness kissing earth, and
breathe into my imperfect heap

Love whispered Life into my stillness
body meeting Living Word again
what were the words You breathed?

I AM in love with you

my heart leaps!


From the book THE TRUTH ABOUT LOVE

FIGHT OR FLIGHT

sometimes
i want to give up

pack up
to shut you up

but i stay and i fight
because i don’t want to leave
empty-handed

please don’t let me leave
empty-handed

From the book THE TRUTH ABOUT LOVE 

LOOKS LIKE LOVE

pour it in my hands
and i’ll know what it feels like

placed it on the tongue
and i’ll know what it tastes like

spray it in the air
and i’ll know what it smells like

pluck it on these strings
and i’ll know what it sounds like

a Teacher preaching peace
yeah, i know that it feels right

nail Him to a tree
and i’ll know that it looks like Love


from THE TRUTH ABOUT LOVE

All poems are copyrighted by Marquida Roberts.
To be reprinted only by permission of the author.

WHERE YOUR HEART IS, YOUR TREASURE ALSO

what are we chasing

the money will burn, the houses
the fields too

what are we chasing to hold onto
when heaven can hold all we need
no rust, no moths or thieves

but down here, we chase
only reflections of self-loathing

images of untrue truths about ourselves, but

the only things that matter are
what we cannot touch
what only God can hold

faith, hope, and love
chase these
and their abundance will overwhelm you

but if you don’t
nobody warns you
because nobody cares

but i do

i’ll tell you what you already feel inside
that in this place
we chase the tails of our fears and fleeting obsessions
and if we don’t look up now
we will be left holding nothing but moths and rust

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from THE TRUTH ABOUT LOVE

All poems are copyrighted by Marquida Roberts.
To be reprinted only by permission of the author.

WHEN TOGETHER

You are the giver and the taker

the chaos and the rest

the filler inside this thinning void

the praise inside my breath

who is who when seen together

we’re a match conceived in heaven

beyond beginnings without borders

who can separate these waters

when together there are no seasons

when apart there is no rest

there’s just You, the Patient Potter

and then there’s me, your faithful mess

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from THE TRUTH ABOUT LOVE

All poems are copyrighted by Marquida Roberts.
To be reprinted only by permission of the author.

YOU AND I

i am worn out
the world has drained me once again
and i have shut the door against it

but you
my morning Sun and Shield
are always welcomed

beyond my tattered window
the sky is drunk with blue
our blue
and the birds sing us a song
our song
and chirp the scripture for the day

it’s true
we are stuck together
You and i
like deep shades of blue
glued to this spacious sky
and we are in luck!
for no one in this world can separate us

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from THE TRUTH ABOUT LOVE

All poems are copyrighted by Marquida Roberts.

To be reprinted only by permission of the author.