be anxious for nothing You said yet, i lie here worrying about things not worth my time or Yours
I waste away while licking religious wounds nails chewed down to flesh leaving me left with the taste of earth and curse, curses laid to rest beneath mounds of my abandoned past and still, i keep digging
when will i get tired of digging empty graves for memory’s sake stirring up what You’ve already buried that day i said yes to the better things
why do i persist in devaluing the time You took to craft my soul from unemployed dust particles to flesh and bone
You, the Inventor of Flesh, thought it not a waste to get down on hands and knees Holiness kissing earth, and breathe into my imperfect heap
Love whispered Life into my stillness body meeting Living Word again what were the words You breathed?